I'm sorry I'm not strong enough to be your pillar of strength when you need someone. I'm sorry that I'm so weak that you have to be my strength at this, probably one of the toughest phase of your life. I feel so useless when all I can do is cry like a baby when I'm suppose to be at least a little more useful than that. I know out of everyone, you probably don't deserve this kinda shit the most. But shit happens, and there's probably a learning point somewhere out of this whole mess. I'll be there for you whenever. I'll be strong. It'll be hard but don't ever give up. This is not your fault, I love you and I'm proud of you. Xx
